BE LOUD

Hey God: 

If you're trying to tell me something, will You SPEAK UP A LITTLE LOUDER? Will you  close these doors? Will you show me the open ones? And open them for me, please? Like every Southern girl, I need some options. I need You! And You're just not shouting loud enough. Or maybe I'm just not hearing you very well. Or like, at all.  I don't want to make a mistake. I want to hear You just right. There's a place for me, I'm just not so sure where. Send me. When I've said it before, I've secretly hoped to go where I want to go. But I really just want to go where You can use me! Where you can teach me. Just whatever it is, be loud please.